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moonchild
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See..I've been waiting for Spring Break...so I've just been bombarded with focusing on getting all my work in..and even doing that..I have a damn quiz to make up..wtf. BUT! I'm going to start on my essay for my guidance consuelor. I'm going to contribute to her book on Adolescents and High School...and she even asked to design her cover ^_^ !! So this oughta' be interesting. I have decided to be as open as possible with my essay..even though my name with confidential I was kinda skeptical about just letting everything out there..but everything kinda coincides with the subjects and wtf is going on my little world, and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who goes/has gone through anything I have. Which is the beauty of sharing experience.. :) Speaking of beauty..my nephew is here for the weekend! he's coming to my cousins house with us for Easter..and my brother is here for the weekend so we're all going together with the whole fam. I love family get togethers...alot of ppl dislike hanging out with their family..but I for one..don't...I get all anxious..lol I don't know why..but those are the ppl that you've ALWAYS known..it's just something about family that makes me feel good..bc you KNOW for the most part, they'll always be there..and you can rely on them. as for now i have to cut this short..because my nephew is getting violent throwing quarters and nickels around the rooom ....ttyL ^_^ Then we went to this store in the village...it was like a bootleg Yankee Candle store..lol but they had sooo much more candles. They even had CREAMED CORN..i was like "Itty..here's the perfect candle for you..." and he goes "Wait...is this a diss? Are you saying I'm corny?" lol They had Roasted Turkey, Honey Glazed Ham, Mashed Potatoes..It was weird...who would buy that? Itty came up with the idea to buy one of each and light them all..and pretend it's Thanksgiving. lmao. I was like "wtf..who does that?!" he was like "Us!" i'm like w/e so he bought all of those...and I bought Honeysuckle, Vanilla, Lavendar Breeze, Roaming Clouds, Red Berry, Cherry Blossom, Sensual Rose, Raspberry Love, and some other mess..but they smell reaaaaalllly good. And they were really really cheap like 2.50 for these HUGE candles. Then we went to Virgin Records in TimeSquare...then to McDonalds for an apple pie on 42nd, and then to the MTV Store...bought a shirt..why? i don't know...it's red..and it has a rabbit peeking from behind a wall and hes saying "YIPPEE, MTV!" lol *shrugs* i thought it was cute. As of right now it's 12:30 and Itty and Justin are hitting me with..bagels? LMAO...we're going to have a Candle party upstairs...and..Thanksgiving..lmfaoo. All this after we drop Justin off home because he has basebaaaaaaalll tryouts tomorrow morning...swang swing swung. lol TTYL. ~BTW...this week has ended better then expected..and i'm grateful to have people like Itty and his brothher for giving me fun and making me happpy! Today was actually a good day.. :) This is officially my jammmm....BTW I never should've let you go I did nothing I was stupid I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself I didn't know youI didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never feltThe feeling that I'm feeling now Now that I don't Hear your voice Or even touch or even kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice What I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side..... ...I only think of you And it's breaking my heart I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things Crying Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside I need you Need you back in my life baby When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please We belong together Who else am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody else We belong together another dragging day...i just cannot wait til this week finally ENDS. people dont take hints..especially people who think they're Gods gift to damn female..well sry..this person is not..and they need to switch this up before I just shut them out. then again..they probably wouldn't give a shit if I did...that, or if I did and suddenly said hi, they'd act all worried like they give a shit. it's either this or all the DENYING has alot to do the reason I am disliking this person. ugh..i am...i'm just fed up with it all..why do i waste my time? WHY?! *turns on 'we belong together'* this is a good song..april 12th..emancipation of mimi..get it. another good song "if i was a bird" by floetry. If I was a bird I'd fly away spread my wings so I'd escape If I was the sky I'd let it rain to wash away the pain *sigh*....i gtg finish writing this controversial persuasive essay for English on sexism and gay rights. the same person..i dunno if im realizing it now because the mood im in or what..but i've been seeing it for awhile of how manipulating this person is..whether or not they realize it. y'know people who tell you one thing...never really go into depth..but keep mentioning bullshit and sort of.."push it in your face". then when they realize that you aint too interested they wanna go turn around on you and try to push something else into your face..hoping that you'd seem interested again or some mess. i dunno bout anyone else..but pricks like that...yes im calling this person out their name because it suits them..but this person is disrespectful and rude..and they try and play it off...ugh..W/E 2 Itty..thanks for everything.. ;) Is it my heart that I should follow? Got me afraid to let myself go Got me scared of you If I let go I don't know if my heart will remain strong cause you the type that just might give it right and get me strung I couldn't be just a girl that your're seeing once a month cause if it goes down better believe I'm gonna be your only one -Scared Hmm...lol thats to you my Itty. haha. anywaysss..lmao..this weekend sucked. It just did. I didn't do much..besides shopped Saturday and Sunday morning. Only because VS had their 5 for $20 sale on all underwear..so might as well add to my damn collection. *shrugs* and they have that new bra the IPEX..what a waste of $45..that is some lousy cheap lookin bra..I have no idea wtf it's supposed to hold.. -_- Oooo! 15 more minutes til' Oprah's movie " There Eyes Were Watching God"...I hope YOU ALL watch. Yea..because Halle Berry is in it..and I seen some clips and some insight on it on Oprah's show Wednesday...It looks realllly reallly good. So watch..!! I'm gonna go fix my chai latte right about now and get myself cozy in my big comfy chair upstairs..ttyL. ;) |