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moonchild

♥love.24.energy.flesh.bones.
lover.friend.daughter.sister.jewelry designer.
student of life.creative.writer.cancer.
native new yorker.residing in new jersey.






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      hmph
    i so have nothing to talk about. i just wanted to keep up..

    i'm tired..i didn't sleep until 4 am this morning..just had waaaaaaaay too much on my mind for my own good. my own impatience being one. *rolls eyes*

    i'm about to go clean my room..so maybe i'll write something worth reading later..

    <3 shannon.


    QUOTE OF THE DAY:
    Believe in yourself, because in the end, no one else will.
    -Janet.
      im sprung
    :)


    ahhh..i'm so..i don't know. i'm happy. i'm real happy. even today at work..i was all smiles and they were all asking me wtf is up. lol alex (one of the managers) was like "girl..why are you smiling so much?! there are waaay too many retarded ass people walking around doing stupid shit in the store for you to be so happy. What's so great that you all smiley and giddy?" I laughed, because he said "giddy"..which not a lot of people say and he was like "See..you gotta tell me now..why you so smiley!?" And I sort of have an answer..and I sort of don't. LOL. That doesn't make an type of sense..but there's a possible answer that may arise for my good mood..but for now I'm keeping the mood. I hope yall understood that..lol

    OK so anyways..speaking of work..I hustled today..whaaat! I'ma hustla, I'ma I'ma hustla homie! Ask about me! hahaha. I called the store couple minutes ago and i was {$3500} Ooo you guys just don't understand my sale-ness.

    But right now I have to go...me and danielle are about to wreck Jersey. so i'll ttyl. all my love<3

    :)
    shannon*

    QUOTE OF THE DAY:
    Do not fear mistakes, there are none.
    -Miles Davis
      happy thanksgiving.
    happy thanksgiving everyone.
    i hope you all eat as much as your stomach can hold!
    get real plump...and pass out on the couch!

    yeah....that's what Thanksgiving is all about...food obsessed America..you gotta love it!

    LMAO.

    Anywho..my dad broke the oven this morning. Y'know..he never listens. We tell him to stay out..afterall his name is not Emeril..and he burns hotdogs..he has no culinary skills whatsoever besides when cooking fish; and there's no fish on Thanksgiving...in my house atleast. lol. So me and my mom went in the basement to bring up food that was prepared yesterday and we hear a big bang. We come upstairs and the oven doesn't even TURN ON! W T F dad. The day we need it the most..he breaks the dang oven. Go FIGURE! Thank the Lord we have a kitchen in the basement...or else I wouldve sent him to go break into Best Buy and rob us a new oven.

    The family comes over in about...45minutes to an hour. That'd be 2 PM my ppl who cannot tell time. lol. I haven't showered yet either..not that I need to..I took one this morning..but I smell like...lets see..mashed potatoes..sweet potatoes, pumpkin pie, apple pie, stuffing, and turkey gravy..that is so not appealing..lol. & to make things even more merry...of all days out of the month..today is my day. Psh..I'm just gonna take 4 advil..and pray that this doesn't ruin my day of over-eating. (most likely, it won't).

    I haven't the slightest idea, how I'm going to roll out the bed tomorrow morning to go to work..on BLACK FRIDAY. I'm going to be full beyond my capacity..and irritable..I hope I don't get in a fight with any customers..lmao. I need the money..my check yesterday was $99.05. Pretty good for only 3 days of work being I missed a whole week because of vacation..but still you can't survive off $99.05. So this upcoming holiday/special weekend that I'm working..(yes, I'm working Friday-Saturday-Sunday) I'm gonna make a shitload of commission. Probably won't end up spending it on myself either..I have to buy X-Mas presents this year...the first time too.lmao. THAT'S CORRECT EVERYONE. If you're anyone who anybody to me...you will be receiving a present from me this year..because I now can afford this stuff. If I don't make a lot..I'm telling you guys right now..you WILL be getting a cheap ass present. So...don't be mad if you get a toothbrush...or a card of thoughtful-ness..or an ornament made from popsicle sticks. Remember..it's the thought that counts and the fact that I got to eat while making your present. :D

    OK I have to go back into the war-zone...aka the kitchen to finish up a few things with my mama. Then I have to throw myself in the shower before the army gets here.

    TTYL I hope you all enjoy your day...all my love ;)

    shannon*

    QUOTE OF THE DAY:
    There are plenty of people who don't like me, but there are ten times more who love me; and I love myself.
    - Beyonce

      just smile.
    i don't think i've ever smiled as much as have smiled today.

    I woke up in a great mood..I was in school very enthusiastic and cheerful...I came home..and I was still cheesy. Took a nap...woke up...and I WAS STILL SMILING. I am so corny. lmao.

    Turkey Day tomorrow. Yesssssssssss! I can smell it all already. All the aunts minus one were here today cooking and conjuring up all the festivities to dig into tomorrow. Basically everyone and their sisters grandmas cousin will be here tomorrow..in my house. YAY! Gotta love family.

    See somethin's up..i just reacted with a YAY! to having every bit of family here tomorrow..


    Anyways. I have decided I will end each of my future entries with quotes. Why? I dunno I feel quotes are oceans of intellectual thought. They can be discussed and interpreted in numerous ways. We all know what we read is the same...but the meaning varies from person to person. Kind of like music, the lyrics are the same to everyone when we read them and hear them..but the messages are extremely different. Which is the beautiful thing about the human intellect in my eyes...so..here's todays quote from moi:


    QUOTE OF THE DAY!
    We all have the need to feel special. It's this need that can bring out the best in us; yet the worst in us.
    <--- Janet Jackson
      im back
    heyyy.
    im back in action.

    **edited*...i feel like a little school girl..how silly.

    anywho on an even more frustrating topic of mine..college. W T F. who made this process to damn retarded? its so much. and not to mention my GPA and my SAT score make no sense. My GPA is a damn 2.4 and my SAT score is a 1590. Hello. Someone explain that. I'm under-qualified with my GPA and over-qualified for my SATs. Go figure.

    I seriously doubt I'm going to get into where I really wanna go..which is La Salle...I seriously doubt I'm going to get into my second choice, which is Ramapo. I don't know what the hell to do. I'm just going to send these bitches in, and see wtf happens. As long as I don't go to Middlesex, I'm straight. Going to Middlesex is like going to 13th grade. And I'm not about to stay in high school with the rest of the people who I;m trying to get away from and avoid.

    There's way too much I want to do...I have a lot of dreams..and looking at the way the system is run; I'm in no position to actually get anywhere..

    And this is how I'm feeling ATM.

    It's so difficult...but i do know it'll pass.
    I'm optimistic.

    ttyl.
    going out with the bro in a couple.


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