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moonchild
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Haha. Yes, tis' true. I have returned from the depths of the unknown. A great deal has changed in my life, so this entry is going to be rather lengthy. Prepare yourself in you are interested. :) So, where do I start? Well, first off..I am in college now. Yes, yes...I am a full-blown college girl at La Salle University, in the heart of North Philadelphia. Now, I know I was all gung-ho about this experience way back in March; La Salle was my first choice school, it is prestigious, and it is located in a city which is rather close to home; however, I am beginning to think I have made the wrong choice. Maybe, possibly, La Salle is not for me. Philly is a whole other world from what I am used to (openness and freedom to be myself). For some odd reason, I am myself and a great deal of people have something to say about that. It mostly has to do with me not being from Pennsylvania, or Southern New Jersey, instead I am from what folks here consider to be, the Crazy World of North Jersey where we talk funny and just do not give a shit. To top it off, they notice my Staten Island accent and know I am a New York recruit in Jersey. Which is bit of a taboo here..go figure. Now I have never experienced anyone having something to say about where I am from and it actually matter to them. Here though, it does. Who knows why, but it is the biggest annoyance ever. I do not feel comfortable and well, I miss home and do wish I was in the comfort of that Tri-State lifestyle I am so very used to. I mean, I do enjoy my classes--well, my Sociology class that is. It is probably the most intriguing class I have ever been in, and it stimulates your intellect without recognition. It will most likely be the only thing I miss from this place if I do finally decide to transfer elsewhere. And that is major change number one. Unfortunately, as you have read, it is not what I hoped and dreamed for but, who gets what they want right away and perfect, at that? And if you are saying to yourself, "I do." Give me a call/IM...I would like to hear from you. Now, my most favorite and most precious change would have to be Eddie. I have been very sly and apprehensive about mentioning him in previous entries prior. But, it was all in the chase. He would be the first to tell you, the chase was not an easy one, due to his circumstances. Luckily, all went well, he handled his and as I did for...hm, 11 months, I waited for him. He was my date for the Senior Prom, and the night was amazing. We had so much fun and it was, excluding all of the times before June that we just hung out, basically our first real outing together. He could not have been more perfect that night; though, he is already knowledgeable about my feelings from that night. In the later part of the month, we officially got together. Since then, I can happily reveal that no one else has made me feel the way he makes me feel. He attends Penn State. Unfortunately, he is 7 or something hours away his first year. It is hard, I will not lie, but for him, and for this, I have no problem enduring. I trust him, and he trusts me. I could not ask for anything more than that. No one can take your place, my love. Okay, it is currently 2:5o in the A.M. and I am exhausted. I will be sure to get back on this in the morning, since I do not have class until 2 P.M. Feels great to vent again... :) shannon <3 QUOTE OF THE DAY: "Lose you inhibition and let your inspiration set you free.." Janet Jackson - "Enjoy" |