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moonchild

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lover.friend.daughter.sister.jewelry designer.
student of life.creative.writer.cancer.
native new yorker.residing in new jersey.






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      lovey mood
    Today is just one of those days! I'm in such a non-chalant/sappy mood. I am guessing it is due to the constant reminder my brain and body give that I do not have a significant other; hence I've been sleeping a lot lately. Yeah, when I get stressed..I go and take a nap. Life is getting too senseless? I go curl up under my lovely red down comforter and dream away.

    Actually, I am about to go and take a nap after I write this, that is just how nonchalant and sappy my mood is. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy, it's just that these things are so confusing I just learn to look past them and do something I really like doing instead of reminding myself constantly. Sleep = Ectasy. Ok, Ok, maybe it's not that serious. But who doesn't like relaxing? Especially when you don't have work and you have to prepare yourself for the hectic weekend ahead of you!

    That's right people! My weekend will be jam packed! It's a Gamboa-ful weekend. (That's my grandparents last name and they're arriving in NJ from FL on Thursday.) Which means when Pop and Gram get here, it's skraight to the Aunt's house for dinner. Friday, again we're all going to see my younger cousin make her debut to the fam in "Les Miserables" at Union High School. My Aunt is always raving about her singing but no one else has ever heard her sing, so this shall be something to watch. Later on, we'll probably eat, again. Saturday, I'm waking up REAL REAL early to head over to Philly to "personally discover La Salle University" again. Then that night..we're all going to my Aunt's again..to eat and celebrate my Pop and younger cousin RJ's birthday. 76, and 7 year olds. How nice. Food, food, food. Sunday..I don't know..& Monday my grandparents are coming to OUR house for dinner.

    If you can't already tell, we are all about the edible stuff. My grandparents leave on Tuesday, and I won't see them til June 21st. They are coming back up especially for me to witness me graduate high school. Finally..

    So yeah..that nap I was mentioning in the beginning? I'm going to go make it happen, I mean since, y'know..nothing else is happening with me.

    I'll talk to you all later

    -shannon <3

    QUOTE OF THE DAY:
    Show me the world, and I'll give it to you.
    - ME!
      all my good happenings
    ok so yeah. i got into La Salle big plus #1.

    #2.
    Im getting straight A's this semester..for the FIRST time in my life. go figure my last year of high school i'd get straight A's. lol

    #3 i got my prom dress. and i looooves it.it's a very very light p!nk and it's strapless..now..i just need a date. lmao. but whatever..itll come along. he i should say.

    #4 i saw beyonce for the first time THIS year. lmao. i went to the nets game w/ chris and rose and her and jayz were there. very cool. like i havent seen the woman enough?

    AND #5...i've been very HAPPY. al this good stuff...and im spending time with my friends that i that i will soon depart from at the end of August..

    I mean the year started off pretty bad..but I learned to use that, and turn it around and enforce some happiness into my life.

    i'm working on some other peo- things ...so hopefully they will go the same route as everything else..and the rest of the year will be something to remember.

    QUOTE OF THE DAY:
    Life is what you make it!
    -unknown
      NEW NEW NEW!
    well, well, well....

    guess what everybody. I got accepted to LA SALLE! Yes. Last Saturday on the train with Steph, My mom called and informed me that a BIG ENORMOUS envelope was in the mail from La Salle and I got accepted! The most prestigious and my #1 choice school that I picked out of all 6, and I got in!

    AH..shucks..im goin out ill bb to tell you more that happened this month.
      i am joy.
    so i wrote a poem today. it's my first in a very very long time.


    i had a dream last night
    a dream that danced for me
    and spoke to you
    a dream that symbolized
    and told the tale
    of all this time
    it and the
    poor boy
    between us was a charm
    a fake keepsake
    but it kept me far
    for you dont hide
    disguise
    or patronize
    to reach me
    you learn
    and earn
    treasures
    come and go
    pass through our lives
    like friends and foes
    i,
    i am the rock
    and the need
    i'm weathered and strong
    lonesome but i still sing a song
    the song you hear
    ringing through your mind
    ringing through your soul
    i'm the other half that can make you whole
    i'm the skip in your heartbeat
    the tingle down your spine
    the butterflies in your stomach
    and the daily thought
    that you can't escape
    i'm the one thing you
    cannot make wait
    welcome me
    love me
    embrace me
    if you don't see now
    then you'll never reach me anyhow
    for boy
    i am the one thing you don't have.
    joy.
    shannon<3
    QUOTE OF THE DAY:
    Pale September...I wore time like a dress that year..
    - Fiona Apple


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