1. Quit bebe. Losers.
2. Finished my first year of college on May 9th
3. That night I got into a car accident. My car was totalled. r.i.p. civic.
4. Remained jobless.
5. Partied.
6. Drank
7. Hung out in Steve's living room and watched MTV Jams and VH1 Soul a lot..
8. Went to the beach a couple times.
9. Started a summer class on the 18th of June. (Computer Science)
10. Stopped talking to Steph for about a week and a half. (Stupid ass boys, I swear)
11. Began talking to Steph again.
12. Lost a friend in the process.
13. Lost another friend afterwards..
14. Finished my summer class on the 3rd. (A!)
15. Drank some more.
16. Sobered up for about 3 days.
17. Bought a new car. Saaphyri! 2007 Shadow Blue New Beetle.
18. Just got a new job at Aldo today.

So that's been my underage life from where I left off. Exciting, right? I know. Hopefully, and I do pray for this, my new job will be worthwhile and fun. My cousin Gina works in Aldo and she loves it, makes a good deal of money, and well..I know her so..if there are any problems I can pick up the phone. But I really want this one to work. I feel like I'm wasting my life and I feel like there's always something I'm missing out on. I don't know, maybe I just have way too much time on my hands and end up thinking about crap.

I also discovered that I may have some sort of Pre-Menstrual Depression or something. I don't know, but seriously the past like, 5 months a week or so before the dreadful, I am so depressed. Internally that is, though. I cannot even count how many times I cry or how much I start feeling pity for myself; I don't even know why either! It's all basically without reason. It is such a irritant too. I'll feel fine but then, I won't have the desire to go out with my friends because I just want to sit somewhere and cry or take a nap. It is so annoying. Sometimes, I really despise being a female!

On a GREAT note, my birthday is coming up; July 22nd. I'll be 19. Yay. I don't know what I'm doing yet though. When I find out I'll post it. Something fun though! My dad is supposedly getting me the tickets to see Beyonce & Robin Thicke at Madison Square Garden on August 4th...so we'll see. He promised. I promised him I'd buy his ticket to come see Amy Winehouse with me in Central Park so...we have a deal. Even though the Amy tickets are $45 each- compared to the $125 a piece Beyonce tickets. Whatever, yo! Haha.

Okay..I'm tired. Chat w/ ya laterr.