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moonchild

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      hidden agendas.
    What would you do if we were friends for a decent amount of time and you suddenly discovered my motives changed? Instead, I now wanted something from you besides your friendship..? Hm? Have you ever experienced this? If you have, then you, whoever you may be, can relate to my situation at the moment.

    I don't seem to understand it. I always seem to end up in the same kind of situation with people I'm friends with. Almost everyone who I currently do not speak with anymore, have all been disconnected because of hidden agendas. These people just suddenly wanted more from me; more or something that I had. Honestly, if you are friends with someone all you really need from them is their friendship, duh.

    Of course, with friendship comes loyalty, honesty, etc. all that orgasmic stuff -- OK, maybe wrong choice of words but basically good stuff. Therefore, friendship does not mean:
    sex, kissing, touching, caressing, crossing the line, looking into each others eyes and seeing a future together, putting pressure on someone, lying, betrayal, jealousy, insanity, schizophrenia, ugliness, etc.

    Really now, which one of your friends do you betray, have sex with, lie to, and try to convince to do something they clearly do not want to do?

    If you are thinking of real familiar things right now, leave this page. You are insane and that's clearly a word on my list of non-friend-like things to be doing between you and like your bff Jill, K?

    Anyways, they just do not occur within friendships. Sex and all that, now it's okay to use this word -- orgasmic stuff may happen -- if one day your bff turns into a boyfriend or girlfriend or if you just really, somehow, agree to FWB; better known as friends-with-benefits. (Which usually ends up in a really horrible friendship and you end your friendship anyways... Fact: Sex complicates EVERYTHING! Other than that, friends do not do any of the aforementioned things on my list.

    To my point, if one day, one of these things do occur or you discover them occuring, things clearly change. I don't care what anyone says -- it turns akward and you two never really go back to the way things were; Atleast with me and the people I have conversed with about the subject. I mean, lets face it, shit like that never leaves your mind and the next time you get into an argument with that friend who fucked you over and lied to you or went insane on your ass, you bring it up as ammunition.

    I can, at the moment, think of three people who I am no longer friends, or close friends with anymore due to some of the listed actions. It is now reaching four people. It's so sad.

    People are never satisfied, ever.
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