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moonchild
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I need to get out of county college -- seriously. See, I have this tendency to get extremely comfortable too quick, in situations that are flexible. County college? It's TOO flexible. I mean, I'm home, I only live 10-15 minutes away from the place and I find myself not waking up for class -- thinking, "Oh I have time.." and SIKE -- I really don't. And I hate being the one to walk into class late because all the hoes seem to find it interesting to just stare you down like you were just convicted of a crime, as soon as you pop in 5 minutes after class has started. And well, I don't take well to hoes giving me the evil eye IN CLASS. That, mind you, I sit in for about an hour and a half (most of the time). So, if, by the time I get there it's 10 minutes after class starts, I turn around. I don't know what it is. I am just so nonchalant about it and I know I shouldn't be. I can't help it. For one, I feel like an ass in class sometimes. Like why am I here? Most of the subject matter I already know due to having an extreme amount of time on my hands in high school -- that all I did was research, browse the internet, and am one of those people who would rather watch TLC, Discovery Health, CNN, and the science channel than MTV. Don't get me wrong -- music and entertainment is my thing but I find my outreach on the internet for that haha. Anyways, I need to go away. Perferably not from the East coast or far from NYC but I need to be gone. I have to be out of my element. I know LaSalle was a reach and didn't sit well with me and I gave up -- but LaSalle and Philadelphia didn't help me focus. My problem is my focus and I need a place that will get me focused. A place where I can be involved in what I'm learning. County college I feel, is wasting my time -- I feel like, here I am...junior year in college and I'm still at county? I'm JUST NOW taking a class (ONE), that is for my major? What is that? That's bullshit. And it honestly, just adds on to my being so nonchalant about actually going to school and having the desire to wake up and be apart of a class. And I know people say, "Oh you have to tough it out -- you have to crawl before you walk" Well, the last time I checked, a bitch takes about a year and a half at most, to learn how to walk. Why do I have to crawl for 3 and a half? I feel so stupid for being in the situation I'm now, like I'm never going to get out of school. Check this out, next semester, my advisor wants me to take BASIC SCIENCE CLASSES. WHAT! Are you on CRACK? I am a JOURNALISM MAJOR. I don't plan on writing for Science Weekly or The Environment Fo' Yo' Ass Monthly, OKAY?! Basic science = plants have chlorophyll and need sunlight to grow -- kind of class. The fact that I JUST said that, should be enough to let the crackhead advisor KNOW, that I am in no position to take a basic science class. Nor do I want to take a damn placement test -- and I'm pretty adamant about that. Why? Because it's another reason WHY county college is a waste of life. I swear they want me in there until I am 30. It's not happening. I'm finishing this semester and I'm leaving -- without that damn science class and the 342890573945 extra math classes they want me to take that, mind you, don't give me ANY credits towards my collegiate career. Yeah, NONE. I hope when Barack Obama becomes President, he reforms the education system because this shit has got to end. All this nonsense. Anyways -- I'm leaving you with some footage on Beyonce's "Single Ladies" video that SHOULD be out soon: ttyl. |