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moonchild

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student of life.creative.writer.cancer.
native new yorker.residing in new jersey.






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      Here I go again..
    I should SO be asleep right now but of course, like always, I'm up at this Godforsaken hour...bored and restless.

    I have my doctor's appointment tomorrow morning too. This one is a follow up to the cryo-freezing surgery I had, to test and see if the cells grew back fine. Please pray to whoever it is you pray to, that this shit is finally over with.

    I mean, gosh..I really hope this mess is finally done. I am so sick and tired of going through this and not being able to focus or think straight. 2009 is coming up soon and I just REALLY need to start fresh next year cause Lord only knows that 2008's been a trifilin' punk slutty hoe ass year. Yeah, ALL those words. It isn't even over yet and I know '08 still has some Sub-Zero, Skorpion, Lui Kang, and Raiden Mortal Kombat FINISH HER moves left in it.

    Whatever -- tomorrow, however..? I need this to turn out okay. I need to hear that it's fine. 'Cause I don't know what I'm going to do if I have to go back for surgery and have the bigger, more painful, and time consuming procedure done.

    Sigh.

    Where is my Velvet Rope CD when I need it?

    :searches for iPod:

    xoxo


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