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moonchild

♥love.24.energy.flesh.bones.
lover.friend.daughter.sister.jewelry designer.
student of life.creative.writer.cancer.
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      Floriiiiida!

    So I am writing you all from my aunts convertible rent-a-car and I must
    say, Florida is feeling so wonderful right now. It was 85 degrees when
    we landed in Tampa and my God! Amazing! After all these months of
    between 20 and 40 degree weather, anything above 60 feels like
    paradise!

    Right now though, we're getting iced lattes at Starbucks so ill ttyl
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    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

      I keep, keep bleeding love..
    Honey!
    People, get into this!

    If you haven't heard of her, "google her bitch!".
    Who is it that I speak of?

    LEONA LEWIS!

    She's England's X-Factor (the UK's version of American Idol) winner from
    2006. She is sick! Her voice is crack; really it is. She is basically
    the new and improved Mariah Carey, minus the surgeries, the breakdown,
    all the flings, and the older, kniving ex-husband/slave owner/spawn of
    Satan.

    Her first single, "Bleeding Love" is amazing. It was written by that
    "dude" from OneRepublic. Yeah, I don't remember his name but he wrote
    "Apologize" which is pretty much crack also. (BTW, "crack" is my
    reinforcement for the word "dope". I figured "Why not go down the list
    of addictive and deadly drugs!?")

    Anyways- check her out, really. YouTube her, Google her, Blog her..DL
    her shit, Buy her shit. Just promise me you'll give her a listen? K.
    Thanks.

    I have to get in the shower now.
    --
    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

      Old Woman Drama
    So, let me let you all in on a little drama that is going on at my job. As most of you should know, being that it's in my description on the right, I work at the YMCA. Not in the actual building but at a school in the area that offers their After Care program.

    Anyways, I was moved to a new school about 10 minutes away from where I worked previously because one of the assistants (A grown woman) slapped a teacher that worked in the school, in the face and they terminated her. (Ghetto, I know.) So, I took her place. I actually really, really enjoy it there. The kids there are much more well behaved than the ones at the other school I was at and my supervisor Calib and I get along really well. He's a cool dude. Basically, I was happy.

    After like, three or four days I started seeing this teacher who worked in the school come down into the cafeteria (where we have the after care program) a lot. I had no idea who she was or why she was always coming down and sitting in the room with us. I mean, the school day is over bitch, go home. Seriously.

    I say that with hostility because from the first time she saw me, she looked at me cockeyed. This is a grown woman you guys. She's like over 30, MARRIED, got her teaching job...all that. So come on now.

    Now, I didn't really pay any attention to her because I didn't know who she was and honestly, didn't really care. Until last week. She started acting really weird and crazy, like she's bi-polar or something. My supervisor Calib was like, "This lady is crazy, yo." And I'm just like, "Yeah I guess.." LOL.

    We have this board in the cafeteria where the parents sign their kids out, that has our Child Care license on it and the schedule of what we do with the kids for the day, our names, and YMCA crap and like two weeks ago, that teacher lady was like "Oh that board is so ugly..let me re-do it." So Calib was like, "Fine go ahead."

    She went all out. Red construction paper background, WordArt for our names, pre-pictured/bordered paper for our daily schedules. She really was trying to impress somebody. Calib.

    Now, he's like 21, has a girlfriend, in college, whatever. He's not bad looking at all, but I never suspected this grown ass, married TEACHER in the same damn school we work in, would really be trying her hardest to kick it to him. I mean, I guess I should've picked it up when I seen her try her hardest to fiddle with his phone and she would put her number in there and always try and get inbetween our conversations so she could talk with him. LOL But ew.

    So this week, on Monday to be exact, I was sitting at the table in the cafeteria, doing my French homework while the kids were doing their homework and she's in the room helping this boy with his homework and she gets up and Calib asked nonchalantly, "What are you doing?" and she replies, "Helping him with his homework, since you guys don't do anything."


    No, this bitch didn't!

    She was so lucky those children were around and that I had to get my homework finished in the 15 minutes I had left before I had to leave for class. I kept my cool and minded my business.

    My supervisor Calib, however, felt the need to call her out. He was like, "Why would you say something like that? That's real unprofessional. Don't come down here and say stuff like that, ok?" and she was like, "You're being unprofessional saying that infront of the kids."

    I was sitting there like, "Here we go.." But, she decided to leave. She got real mad and got her stuff and was like, "I'm so leaving." OKAY, BYE BITCH!


    So, then the next day she leaves him a voicemail saying, "I want all my paper back from that board I made because the way I see it, that's my personal paper, the ink that's on those papers, I bought, so it's mine. I want it all on my desk tomorrow." Are we 12? Honestly. We didn't give her paper back.

    Then Wednesday, I walk in and she's sitting there. I put my stuff down and walk to the bathroom. On my way there, Calib is walking towards me and I tell him I'll be right back and he says "Alright", kind of flicks my hair and keeps walking by. I come back and the bitch is gone. I was like, "Where did she go?" He was like, "I dunno she came down and told me she had something to tell me and then when you went in the bathroom she was like I'm not staying for this, I'm leaving." I was like, "Wow..she crazy."

    So then a little while later, I wanted a drink from the vending machine upstairs and Calib went up to get me something and when he came back he was like, "That woman is insane! She was like, "If Keisha (his girlfriend) was here, would you flick her hair like that? Would you talk to her all the time? Do you like her or something? You two hang out out of work or something?" she is so crazy I was like What are you talking about??? You are crazy"

    I started dying. A little after, he went back up to give her her paper and bullshit and he said she started crying, saying that they had such a good relationship before I came, now he doesn't pay attention to her and only talks to me. Like, what the fuck? You are married. This hoe must not be getting any from her husband if she is this desperate to have an affair with my supervisor, who clearly thinks shes out of her fucking head.

    Then Thursday, she came back down acting like NOTHING happened! Right after she left, she calls Calib and tells him to go outside and get something from her. He goes outside and comes back with this little square note. A NOTE. FOLDED UP LIKE YOU PASSED THAT SHIT IN 5TH PERIOD HISTORY CLASS. She told him to give her a call during spring break so they could meet up for lunch or drinks. LMFAO. REACH!! The bitch is so crazy. Forreal, her mind is all the fuck over -----------------> there.

    I never thought in all my years, that I'd have like, a 35 year old married woman feel threatened by me. Come on now.

    She needs to slow her role and go to a marriage consuelor, or somebody. Does she really think I don't know what's going on? She knows he talks to me ALL the time. does she really have no clue that all we do is laugh when we see her?

    People are a mess.
      People these days..

    Um, what? LMAO
    Seriously, I almost fell out of my chair when I saw this last night at
    Starbucks with Von. I was sitting there, minding my business when my
    dude Brandon called. So, I'm on the phone and right outside the window
    this chick sits down and I read the back of her sweater and BAM, in my
    face I see "SUCK IT"

    I was like, "what the hell??" and had to do a double take. Von is
    sitting across from me dying laughing like, "Do you see this?!?!" LOL

    Really now..why? Do you really want someone to suck it that bad? I could
    understand if it said something like, "Fuck you" or "You smell, you
    dirty little cunt" but "Suck it"? Ew. LOL

    Its always an experience during me & Von LoLo's Starbucks meetings.


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    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

      The Cool

    So, I'm acting real giddy right now simply because my sidekick is
    working peacefully. Today, at work, I was on my blog and the WHOLE thing
    just shut down and went blank. I was like, "what the hell?! "
    Seriously, someone at T-Mobile was going to get backhanded.
    So, I restarted it and waited...nothing. All my contacts were gone, my
    texts, my e-mails, my ringtones..everything. I was really about to CRY.
    Then my co-worker Calib was like, "My sidekick used to do that..just
    wait awhile it will all come back."

    Two hours later, it came back. I really wanted to pass out. I was soooo
    happy LOL. My child finally revived. Forreal though, if it happens
    again.I'm going straight to T-Mobile. I really don't care what they tell
    me. They will get me a new SK.

    Anyways, I'm about to play some video games with my duuude. TTYL.
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    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

      Do you like my style?
    Heeey. I went and created a new header for the page, whatdya think? Its
    been a good while since I've worked my Photoshop moves LOL.

    BTW what the hell @ imeem? They keep cutting all the versions of my song
    into 30 second clips..and I just keep going back and finding another.
    They really need to slow their roll. Seriously. I'm going to get what I
    want anyways. Its the internet. LOL.

    Anyways..leave me your feedback and/or love. I have to get my ass to
    bed.
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    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

      I'm So Hood!

    Yo...you never seen a duo so fly. Passion & Von LoLo getting hyphy at
    the sensual seduction waterfront. MEET US BY THE WAVES. Our is swag is
    serious, something heavy like a first day period. watch out.
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    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®
      You better work!

    You can't even tell me Janet isn't giving it in everyway possible right
    now. THIS BITCH IS EVERYTHING!

    These are just two photos from the April issue of BlackBook magazine
    that she covers; seductively & yet demandingly, while locked inside a
    cage. Go get it!!
    --
    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

      Fashion Queen...Who??

    So, I was in Shop Rite last night with dear mother and I went into the
    magazine aisle and the cover of RADAR has this picture. UM.....?!
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    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®
      Lighten Up

    So here I am...FINALLY, getting my hair lightened..foil and all under
    the hair dryer. Haha. Typical hair salon scene, right?

    Anyways-- I thought I looked quite funny so I figured I'd share this
    photo with you guys ha.

    ttys.
    --
    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

      Janet's doing it well!

    So check this out. Only 10 regular copies of "Discipline" left at the
    Target by my house, and 4 deluxe editions. The second one by my house
    had two regular copies and that was IT.

    It's not suprising though, the CD is amazing. A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! I have a
    review of it all set up; I'll type it all up later tonight maybe. I have
    to go to french class straight from work (where I am now) so I might be
    real tired. If not, I will most likely do it tomorrow.

    I also have to tell you guys about my splendiferous Janet experience
    from last week. BEST TIME OF MY LIFE. PERIOD. Just wait til you hear
    about it. I could not have ask for a better meeting with her!

    Anyways, the kids are here...gotta go. ttys.
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    Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®



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