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moonchild

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      Sleep & Veggie Straws
    So, basically...my sleep regime is FUCKED. Sorry if you hate profanity but it's the plain truth. I am really considering sleeping pills because no matter what, if I go to sleep early I wake up two hours later and cannot go back to sleep.

    For instance, two nights ago I came home from a rather, odd and violated day at work and I was completely exhausted. So I checked my e-mails and browsed some sites and around 8-8:30 I fell asleep. Then, I woke up at 1 in the morning and could not go back to sleep. I watched "Thirteen Ghosts" and some stupid indie movie on IndiePlex until about 6AM. 6:30...I finally felt tired again and went to sleep. When did I wake up? NOON! I would really, really like to know why I sleep so much when I am not supposed to and so less when I SHOULD BE comatose.

    I remember when I transferred out of LaSalle in 2007 and I didn't feel right afterwards and I was sleeping close to 16 hours a day despite work. I finally went to the doctor and had bloodwork and everything was fine. Then she came out and said, "It's normal! A person of your age (nineteen at the time) needs to sleep a lot." Um, sorry...I thought infants only slept that much. Apparently, I and everyone else who thought something HAD to be wrong with me, was lied to. Although, my father still thinks it's a crock that someone my age should sleep as much as I do. Whatever though lol.

    As much as I hate my current physician --- we had some real beef last year over my health & although it's since been sorted out, I still hate her for what she made me go through --- I'm going to make an appointment to get me some pills so I can atleast get my schedule right for classes next week.

    Anyways, as for right now..I am MUNCHING hardcore on these "Veggie straws" that my mother and I picked up at Costco today. They were only $5 for this huge jumbo extra diamond platinum explosive enormous volcanic sized BAG! I would compare them to those multi-colored veggie chips that I believe, are organic..but these are lightly salted and taste 5496085496 times better. I don't care though, they are making believe that I am eating healthy so...the advertising on the bag is clearly, working. I feel thin already......

    However...................I am eating these at a quarter to 4 in the morning! Ugh. See what I mean about my sleep schedule?!

    It'll be the death of me..


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