Anywho, back onto the LAST topic I ranted about. HIM. He is, I think,
unreachable. That or in a totally different world/state of mind than I
am.

(((Off Topic: they're playing Robyn's "Do You Know What It Takes" on
Music Choice right now. Lmao. I never thought she was THAT
hot....hm.)))

So yeah..I get this whole "I am too busy and pre-occupied with my own
life to be interested in yours" kind of feeling from HIM. THAT pisses me
off. And its not only in the sense of "attempting to 'get to know him
better'" but even in a "trying to be friends" notion. Honestly, I
couldn't even imagine a way to be remotely "friends" with him. He is
so....I don't the word; untouchable? As if he is on this pedastal, by
himself. All I can do is walk around the base of him and look up because
I have no idea what is at the top.

I would LIKE to know..but trust me. I am not going out of my way for
someone who suddenly acts as if I'm a brick.

Have you ever met someone that you would like to know, be it a guy or
girl, and they just act like its too much to fit you into their lives?
Even to just say "hello" back to you, is like taking a knife to a vein,
in their mind. I don't understand, and I tried to steer clear of using
this word, but I truly don't understand how selfish people can be. I
really, really don't.

My intentions were good. I didn't expect much of anything but to chat
here and there. However, the few times I'd say something it was like "
why are YOU talking to me?"

I don't know why I was talking to you....

All I can say is...
You LOST ONE. - Jay-Z