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moonchild

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      "This can't b good.."
    Here I am....at 5:45 AM, restless, woken up from my sleep because my mind won't stop thinking and getting way ahead of the present. And I'm not the least bit mad because my thoughts are so....; I like them. I really do, but...

    I can't help but think "what the fuck are you doing?!" I feel like...I DONT EVEN KNOW! I am a damn mess and then some! I am in way over my head. I think I've gotten way too involved in this situation that I clearly, may not even be recognized for. I may be a stand in for all I know and here I am putting every bit of my heart and brain power into it. I'm having these feelings that...I find hard to believe may be reciprocated in anyway, at anytime.

    And I don't care.

    That's the thing! I don't care! Because it feels so right. This....thing, hasn't even escalated and every inch of me is saying, "Yes!" Maybe I'm lulled by the sheer vulnerability of the situation, or the fact that I somehow believe that this is the exact dose of life I need with me.

    Maybe..but one thing I'm sure of, is that I've been waiting for something like this for the longest time. And I don't plan on letting it pass me by.

    For now..I hope this entry eases my mind...I go back to school @ 11 AM LOL

    xoxo

    ;)
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